Sometimes I feel like I'm two different people; there's the girl I used to be in Las Vegas-young and naive, but happy in the way I felt and looked (in shape, tan, cute, [not conceited, I swear] treated myself to pedicures every month, etc. There's also the person I am today-older (but still young), smarter, extremely happy with my life and my marriage, but I have no confidence in how I look which makes me feel gross. Since moving here (and meeting Phil) I have let myself go-big time. I don't work out usually, I can't tan because it's too expensive, I can't afford regular pedicures or getting my hair done...I could go on, but I don't want to sound like a complainer.
I know that once I am done student teaching and I have a job (whether it's teaching or something else) I'll be able to afford some of the things that help me feel good about myself. But that won't be for another 6 months or so; so in the meantime the thing that I
can do that doesn't cost extra money is working out regularly and making better choices with my food and portions.
I would like to try to keep my blog updated with my progress to keep me accountable and would love any suggestions from you! I'm trying to learn to cook and would love any healthy recipes you may have (they don't have to be healthy, but that helps!)
Here are some pictures from when I liked how I looked and felt good about myself


Here are some pictures from the past 2 years (after putting weight on)



So there ya go. I have finally published the fact that I have gained weight and let go of myself. Pretty embarrassing, but I'm hoping it will help me to take care of it and get myself in control of my body.
Thanks for your support! I'm the type that needs motivation and encouragement so please help me with that!